its wierd not crying, its wierd knowing apart of your past but not feeling it. when i cried, maybe it felt more real. but in a sense. im glad that it doesnt. its nice to be able to move on...but...i will always miss you. just the other night i sat in front of your house and just cried and cried and cried. that was the night or the night before when Jesus said, Ruth you need to let go.
i havnt wanted to, a part of me still doesnt want to. but theres nothing left to hold on. only memories.
your such a precious part of me. ill always have a place for you.
one month till 5 years. oh my goodness child. how time flys. youve been gone now longer than n we were together. but i met you when i was 14, you died when i was 20, started daiting at 16. so ya....gosh=)
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