a clown i display
i am painted by day
a constant smile on my face
the tears unseen cascading into space
up and down all around
i pay two bucks for the
constant merry go round
always in circles ill forever spin
do i always loose, or can i win?
when does it stop, or even slow down
sometimes i smile sometimes i frown
does it matter, where i am what i do
Jesus i know i matter, at least to you
i want to eventually get out of the muck
i know the situation wont always suck
theres so many lies i constantly fight
i fight so hard with all my might
but there still there, always there
ready to rip me up in fear
God your greater i know you are
you will win this battle, dont be far
be near me Jesus hold me tight
dont let me go while your fight
fight for me while im down
pick me up, and dress me in a gown
a gown so white, i know you adore
you must you have to, to pour and pour
you pour out your love so consistently
even though i resist so frequently
Im sorry for running so far away,
for taking my heart back and wanting to stay
to stay in my hole covered in pain
i thought i was done hearling, i want to gain
to gain my life, my heart, it all back
instead i am dying, not realzing what i lack
i lack your healing, that i made you stop
hear i am, i am yours
take me now, even though it will hurt
take my heart from my hands
pour your burning gold through my cracks
heal me your own way in your own time
my heart is yours, no longer mine
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